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  • Jul. 10th, 2007 at 8:17 PM

So, I'm babysitting tonight which isn't too fun. It's for my younger brother (6) Even though not much is planned tonight (Vazon beach party! Ha, they'll freeze :S) I still feel a tad left out. Hmmph. Oh well, I'll live. So tonight plans are just to muck around the house. Computer etc. Hence me writing another entry. As I said, I did go to town and I ended up buying another pair of shorts... I'm not too sure about them but they were only £10. Kinda an impulse buy. We shall see. I met up with Stef, Ramsley and Claire (who has just had her ear pierced... I don't pity her when her mum spots it! :O) but it turned out that they were leaving at 3. That wasn't too fun... I arrived in town at 2.10 as well. So, I quickly texted Gale and he said he'd meet me in 40 minutes time (which would have made it 3.30 when he arrived) Meh, that was the only option I had so I ended up looking round the shops for a while. 3.30 came and went.. haha.. Gale was late. I then texted my sisters who were (by coincidence nearly in town) I hung around with them for a bit and then Gale called me asking me where I was... when I told him I was with my sisters he told me he hated me (he always says that... I've learnt to take that as his form of expressing love. aha. I went home after that and here I am now. I'm in a confused mood. I keep feeling happy then meh then aawful. God, hormones! haha. Well, that was my day... I better find something to do now or I'll die :|

eek

  • Jul. 10th, 2007 at 11:02 AM

The weather's actually rubbish and at the moment I'm really bored, so I might as well write :)
I'm a bit miffed actually. haha. I got woken up this morning by Gale at 5.30. He was with Gabi (hmmm... for some unknown reason... I don't think I like her. Maybe she's a bit full of herself) but anyway, and after that I couldn't get asleep. So today, I'm not actually as happy. Oh well. It wasn't as if the phone call was important or anything. He called me Fatty again. Haha. Why has that name stuck?! I know really it's a joke but ahhh... sometimes I worry. I have really got used to having the piss taken out of me. It's just a joke I know, apparently I react in a satisfactory way. That's life. 
So, as I said, the weather's shite. Sucks, because I want to wear my new top. I'll wear it anyway but I've got a feeling I'll be very cold. Ha. I'm getting the bus into town at 1.30. Meeting up with Stef, Ramsley and Claire.. I haven't actually seen them in a while. I have two seperate groups of friends. College ones (Stef, Ramsley, Claire, Cherry, Ra, Chloe, Annie, Kat etc) and then the 'cool' ones ahaha (Dani, Zena, Soph, Gale, Clinton, Adam, Jamie etc) Let's just say they don't mix well. So yeah, although I love my college friends and I'm constantly giggling with them, the other group is a bit more exciting and more daring I suppose. Hmmm.
Who knows what I'll end up doing today. Overall, I've been quite busy this holiday. Still got like 2 months left! Hope it's all good :) Good day! haha.

Update

  • Jul. 9th, 2007 at 7:46 PM

I haven't posted anything for a bit so yeah. I've decided to write about what I'm up to as well as moan (hahaha) Although... I do like moaning. It normally sorts out stuff in my head etc and I feel happier. I hate me/friends being unhappy! Anyways I shall start with this weekend (Friday July 6th, 2007)

Friday was the last official day of school although I hadn't been there for about 2 months due to exams and study leave and then exams finishing. On the last day, there's always speech day. 3 hours+ of sitting on an uncomfy chair and clapping and generally being bored. This year, I also didn't win a prize and surprisingly I was annoyed. I don't know why... it's the same as the previous day when I lost my red girdle (a deportment sash thing) I moaned about it all the time I had it, but once it was gone I felt slightly like I had not achieved or my standards had slipped. Something crazy like that. But, moving back to the speech day. Surprisingly it went quite quickly. No idea why... It was one of my friend's birthdays as well, Claire (now... she is another story all together!) so Stef, Ramsley, Claire herself, Ra, Cherry and Chloe all went back to her house for food etc. I was so full. eek. I had to go home at 4 though so I went and ate tea and I later went to Vazon beach until 10.30. There was meant to be a party there but someone (whom I don't particularly like) 'forgot' to tell us it had moved. In the end I froze and just sat there. Not too cool. I did at least see both Jon and Clinton. 

Saturday was okay. I had to wake up early because I had quartet concert at like 8.30. Early! Overall it went really well... I didn't do much in the afternoon, but later loads of people came round for chinese and movies. Typically, my meal was the only one which didn't turn up. Haha. By the time it came, I wasn't that hungry. Ooh, we also made crispy cakes for everyone in the afternoon... they were really good :)

Sunday... well, that was amazing :) It was probably the first sunny day in aages and for some unknown reason, I was crazily happy. I woke up at 12.30 (no one woke me up) had lunch and then went straight to the beach. Nearly everyone I know was there.. well, everyone I like hanging around with. I'm talking 40+ people. We played cricket, frisby and generally just mucked around. I even went in the sea. To top it all, I went in the sea. YAY! I had a barbeque that evening. Good stuff!

Today has been rather dissapointing compared to yesterday. I'm not complaining though. I got up early (mum wanted to buy 6th form uniform... already! crazy, yeah... we've only just broken up!) but anyway. That was okay.. No one didn't really know what to do. In the end I went home for lunch and then went into town with Milli. I bought 2 tops which are loovely and also knickers. YAY for pants! haha. We met Gale for a bit and then caught the bus to Vazon, just to waste time, avoid going home and see if anyone was there. By the time we got there though, most people had left. We ended up hanging around with Gale, Dom, Clem and Ryan for a bit. The bus was half an hour late as well! :O So, yeah.. we got on the bus, hoping that something fun would happen this evening. Turns out, nothing did as no one could get anywhere. To entertain myself, I ended up going for a walk. This was more eventful than I thought! I was nearly raped. Hahah. This man was driving one way down the road reeally fast. I ignored him, but the next minute he was driving behind me, the other way. He started slowing down and I was like craap. He asked me if I was local, so I told him yeah. He then asked me how old I was. I replied followed by him asking me where La Villette Hotel was. It was down the road, so I told him and then I assumed that was the end of it and walked on (I was by myself) But, he followed me and slowed down again. He asked me where my boyfriend was (to which I replied I didn't have one) so he then asked me if I wanted to go for a ride. Haha. I said no and ran off... still scared he was following me. Oh well, fun times. So, I'm now back home. Fun nights in :)

lyrics

  • Jul. 3rd, 2007 at 5:49 PM

These lyrics are kinda special to me:



Sleeping beauty you awake so abruptly and I don't know why.
You smile so sweetly but you cut me so deeply and I don't know why.

When you're clearing up the pieces, you'll see what you've destroyed. 
Ignorance is as beautiful as him, you're so far underground you can't win.


Sleeping beauty you awake so abruptly and I don't know why
Dainty princess black stains drench your white dress and I’m pretty sure why.

When you're clearing up the pieces, you'll see what you've destroyed. 
Ignorance is as beautiful as him, you're so far underground you can't win.

I'd call it more of a getaway.
It's so like you to runaway.

When you're clearing up the pieces, you'll see what you've destroyed. 
Ignorance is as beautiful as him, you're so far underground you can't win.

Never wanna look back, you wouldn't see me
But finding it so hard, now you've left me.
Just like the meaning of life, you're so hard to define
Never wanna look back, you wouldn't see me
But finding it so hard, now you've left me
Just like the whisper in my ear you said I’d be fine, be fine, when you left, I never said goodbye.


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Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,
This idle hour just wont pass.
I've never missed you this much, never thought I would,
Didn't think you'd feel so far away.
Your summer perfume is still blowing through this hallway,
Autumn's amber red shadows dance.
I miss our midnight rides, on highway 18,
18 is gone.

So go past the lights and all the excuses.
You could have left, sincerely yours.
Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more?
But anything too daring to say to you,
Will be said in this letter, then burned away,
So you never realize, I'm here.

I'm thinking of your vague reply,
So I can understand,
Why we put this at rest,
Why we forget to,
Say that we were leaving,
And say that we were sorry,
The past remains unspoken,
As this vacant night is dying.

But I still miss your summer perfume.
This cold air brings in such a distance to us,
Such a painful distance.
But I'm still waiting for you to say, you hate me now,
So I don't have too.
Hold on to this burning heart,
This burning heart is getting old,
It's getting old. 

While sitting on this cold kitchen floor,
Head down to hide the tears,
I've realized, I've finally realized,
That you were never,
You were never meant, for me.


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Jul. 3rd, 2007

  • 5:30 PM

no. I just read something I really didn't want to.. you know, when you get that sinking feeling. eurgh :|

so

  • Jul. 3rd, 2007 at 3:15 PM

Welcome to my journal! I've just made it- I suppose it could be fun instead of an actual diary. At the moment there's not really anything to say. This is just an introduction and I'll keep you posted. :) happy reading!

 me and my sisters.

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